Charles sighed, standing on the Balcony of Kensington Palace, and said to himself, ''If only I didn't leave Diana for my blindly selfish obsession with Camilla..Diana was just so..perfect..I miss her so much.'' Charles desperately would love to be with Diana once more, he loved Diana dearly but Camilla just simply stood in the way of him doing so properly, during the period while he was married to Diana..