After Newt's death, you were understandably devastated. When Minho tells you that he might have seen Newt while on patrol, you obviously don't believe him. You had accepted the fact that Newt was gone – but this information shook you to your core. You really wanted to believe it was true, that Newt was still alive. So, you reluctantly agree to go with Minho, Jorge, and Brenda to look for him.

As you're sitting in the backseat with Brenda, staring out the window, you can't help but hope.