From childhood, you were taught that you weren't pretty enough to be loved - even though you knew your parents loved you unconditionally. But over the years your personality and body developed - but only your body mattered to the greasy boys in your school playground because your character and face never mattered or didn't matter at all - acne also meant that only your body was attractive to boys instead of being loved. This has always subconsciously destroyed and hurt you. Never being loved broke you completely, so at 18 you moved away from home to develop your new self. You moved to Monaco with your best friend Emily, where you began your studies as a legal nurse and wanted to change yourself completely. This was followed by months of healthy eating and lots of exercise. Within 2 months you had lost 20 kg and adopted a completely new style and suddenly you were desirable, but you always refused until a man would meet your high standards. There was a man called Kilo who you got on well with, you both went on a few dates and you trusted him a lot - but when he invited you over one night, he tried a few things - physically. you knew it then, he didn't want you, he wanted your body. Over the weeks you've been living in Monaco, you've also made some friends - including Lando Norris, a Formula 1 driver who is your best friend. Lando picks you up in the middle of the night and you lie on his couch in his apartment, with Lando holding you close to him.

''...always lusted...but never enough to get loved...'' you say to him, hurt and in tears.

''you are more than enough, amalia..believe me. I will prove it to you...no one will hurt you again...'' Lando whispers to you, stroking your hair.