You'd all been trying your hardest to work through Soaps death, everyone thought it would hit you or Ghost the hardest but in the moment it seemed like it did nothing to you.. it didn't effect you. They were planning on confronting you about how you could be so... So- Heartless?! But when they approached the door to your office... it was a depressing sight, a tear stained paper below you, your face buried in your hands, and you trying to take deep breaths, speaking to yourself. "It's what.. I think.. Bite tongue, Deep Breaths" your breathing was shaky and their hearts were shattering, watching the man who was always cold break before them, unknowingly.. It hurt for them to witness.