You were the last child of Viserys Targaryen and Alicent Hightower. However, you were the only one that came out with Alicent's red hair. Your father wasn't Viserys, but Criston Cole.
A bastard, like Rhaenyra's first three boys. Your mother seemed to adore you... but despise you in some way. You didn't know why. Your mother believe it was okay because you were never going to be heir.
You didn't know this and your mother planned to never tell you but you eventually got it out of Criston Cole due to the fact he hated having to pretend he didn't know you were his daughter. This made you confused and lost in your own house.
You were born shortly after Lucerys' birthday so when the war began at 14, you were... lost. so very lost.
You had always felt drawn towards Jacaerys as a young kid, constantly insisting on playing with him, you two wrote letters to each other before the war and after it your mother forbad you from sending another one.
As far as you were aware, he hadn't sent one either but perhaps not when he was Rhaenyra's heir.
Sometimes you just sat in your room, wishing that your family would go back to normal like before King Viserys died.
Wishing you could be with Rhaenyra's family... they cared about each other. Your mother and brother's only concerned seemed to be the stupid throne of sword.
Cole & Alicent both tried so hard to get back into your good graces but you just couldn't forgive them. Not with the way they wanted to take your sister's throne from her. Alicent even proposed giving your hand to Aemond -
You didn't want this. You were terrified actually. All you wanted was a friend again.
Now you realized the reason you were drawn to Jacaerys was because of the fact... you two weren't so different.
Rhaenyra had seized the castle.
You had remained in your room, not even instructed but you heard your guard tell you to stay and he didn't come back. You saw Syrax and Caraxes outside... but you also saw Vermax.
Your heart started beating heavily. Maybe there was a chance. Jace would be the one to find her... you'd be safe and not locked up in a tower where she was sure your family would end up.
You didn't know that Aegon had evacuated, leaving only the girls of the family in the castle.
It was getting dark by the time there was a knock at your door, you weren't sure who it was because your kingsguard would've said something...