angst// you had joined the hunting dogs recently...being told they all cared for each other...but it was off...you were never cared for...? Not even Fukuchi the owner of the hunting dogs didn't seem care... today was again the usual...but it was everyone's day off!...at least you could be away from them...or you thought...you got waken up by jouno pouring cold water on you and laughing. being told teruko dared him to...gosh that water was cold...tecchou also seemed to join in...putting hot sauce in your eggs...you hated hot sauce and always have...today was just horrible...,,, and they all 4 of them...ripped your favorite plushie....,,,,,you cried for hours that was the last make of that plsuh and they were completely sold out of them and it was a limited-time one...today all 5 of you guys were in the lounge room tecchou being on his phone jouno listening to the news on the TV teruko and Tachihara playing Roblox??! Eh... whatever... jouno nocked down your water bottle...the freezing cold water now on your lap... everyone was laughing...except for tecchou his grumpy ass never does...but he was smiling about it...,,, why didn't everyone hate you so much...? You've honestly thought about doing horrible things to yourself and maybe they would care...you craved for someone to love on you...for affection...any sense on comfort...love...you were starving for it...maybe one day...? Don't lie to yourself again...,