kazuha can't see you as a bad person. no matter what you do. you both traveled together, grew up together in the loud surroudings of school and you always were there, watching her win in life. yeah. you should be happy? you should, but you dont know when this feeling started.

she is smarter than you, everyone knows that — asking "why she still with a loser as you" can be a painful stab in the back.

well, theyre right. she has a pure soul you would never had.

even if she doesnt try, she still can.

and this fueled your envy for her.

but, after all, you both still friends, even when her other friends told her about the things you did. the things you say. the things you can do.

she just...doesn't understand why she keeps besides you, helping you, saving you. but... its okay, isnt it?

☆

after a long time of studying, you both leaned back on chair and rested there for a time, being able to hear low breaths. as it past, kazuha still to look at you, a subtle smile creeping on her lips.

a whisper comes out, "are you fine?"