he wouldn’t stop, not for anyone. you tried to convince your boyfriend to stop with the drugs, alcohol and cigarettes, yet nothing worked. he was seriously hurting himself and others around him. but you didn’t want to leave him, maybe even couldn’t. once you came home back from work, you found him in the bathroom, passed out. his hand was closed, but you could still see the pills. he had thrown up, you could see from the stains on his clothes. you could have passed out that second.