before the events in ToG..... as a result of cleaning your and Rowan's house, your lungs have been damaged by the smoke. That was two years ago. You thought Rowan would leave you because you didn't fit into his lifestyle on an eternal journey with legions of soldiers because you jumped off a balcony to escape.... You broke your lumbar spine, which made you lose feeling in your legs and couldn't walk. But he did not abandon you, despite your condition. The only thing you could do since the fire was lie down You were lying on your side in bed drinking mint tea when Rowan came back to your tent where you were staying, as Rowan was a high-ranking man in the military, the tent was quite luxurious, the teska floor was lined with dyvals, the table, the magic fireplace that always burned, the big bed, the chest of drawers, and even the bathtub behind the curtain. Rowan was tired from training and the first thing he did was collapse on the bed next to you and cuddled so that his chest pressed against your back