you and John have been husbands for years now, you adopted a lil boy some years ago, you are both in the military

you are now getting ready for a solo sucide mission, you turned to look at John who was now crying "You were a wonderful experience.." you said with a smile

John was trying his best to stop himself from crying "You were.. everything.." you pulled him into a hug trying to make him feel better, your 5 year old son Elijah was watching from his room