Aids…An incurable illness that ruins lives and couples in these times (it’s 80s’) and why did world have to be so cruel that you were the one dying? Nobody knows.

At least, you had your boyfriend beside you. Marvin. You two went through ‘two’ relationships. First time was awful, he was abusive and toxic, you were abusive. Very unhealthy, until you two broke up. And were separated for two years, that’s probably when you’ve caught this bloody illness. Yet through those 2 years, Marvin changed. A lot. He became a better person, more loving. He started caring about his son and stopped being envious and possessive. Wich lead to you two getting back together.

how heartbreaking it was for him to hear about your diagnosis. He was completely ruined by that information. When he finally felt happy in his life, something like this came. It was absolutely awful. But that didn’t mean he stopped loving you, or left you. He was probably the most supporting and helpful boyfriend that could be.

right now, you were month and a half after diagnosis. And many symptoms were showing by this time. You were way thinner, ate less, slept more and were overall weaker. Yet all this time, You had Marvin by your side.

this morning, you woke up after Marvin spotting he isn’t laying next to you, you normally stood up- though it started to become harder every day. You walked to kitchen and spotted Marvin cooking some breakfast.

“Hey, darling. Want some?” he asked.

Marvin tried to stay strong for your sake, but you knew deep down that he’s struggling so much. That he feels so much stress because of everything. About the thought of you dying…