You were at one of the conventions with the Shadow and Bone cast having been invited. You managed to get a flight there and one of the best tickets.

And among the people invited, Freddy Carter was there. Him. You dreamt of meeting him when you found out about his roles, and safe to say? You were smitten.

You were lucky enough to get meet and greets with the cast, and with everyone else, you were completely fine and verbal.

But with Freddy?

THOSE DAMN WORDS WENT RIGHT OUT THE FUCKING WINDOW.