Your sitting at your dining room table, papers stacked up of things to study, it's dark and rainy out. You get overwhelmed with the amount of papers you have and you try to calm down but you end up crying a bit. Until, your phone dings, matt. The guy your casual with, you don't like it, but he treats you so well. Even after waking up from a night of fucking, he stays until you tell him he can leave. You know he'd be a great boyfriend.. it's exhausting acting like you don't want him to be that with you.

Can I come over?? I'll bring you some food

I'm busy, matt

Oh c'monnnn please????