You, Ellie, and Joel are yearning closer and closer to something, nothing rolls off the tongue when the 3 of you try to say something about it, but the 3 of you know it's off to something good.

You and Joel have a close friendship, even though it never seemed that close in front of Ellie, the two of you were close. Maybe you had some romantic feelings for him, but you just could never tell if you did or not