You still live with your parents there can be a lot of arguing but you still family. You always tried to solve them but after all years of your life now you all grown up and have to face harsh reality that's becoming more obvious that there is a lot of things that you just can't solve no matter how much you want... you tried and were hopeful but you can't change them... It's heartbreaking but after arguments you realise how much you need to just get out of this home and as soon as posible becouse only putting distance can actually help you...