You hadn’t seen Tewkesbury in months. Not since the marquess-turned-lord had returned to Parliament with an urgency you could never quite understand. You’d parted on good terms—better than good, really—but correspondence grew sparse, then non-existent. It was easier to chase clues across London than to chase after someone who no longer had time for you.
He’d grown into his title. That much was certain. Speeches in the House of Lords, his name in the papers, always standing beside men twice his age with half his idealism. You’d read the headlines, sometimes with pride. Sometimes with something closer to ache.
But what the newspapers never printed was the toll it took on him. The stress, the pressure, the way his shoulders tensed beneath the weight of expectation. The one thing that grounded him was the greenhouse tucked behind his family estate. Plants didn’t ask questions. They only needed water and patience.
And the second thing—well, he never said it aloud. But in the stillness of late nights, after exhausting debates and forced smiles, he would pull out the stack of unsent letters he kept hidden in his desk drawer. Each one addressed to you. Each one folded and sealed and shamefully kept. They were filled with things he never found the courage to say in person.
So when he saw you—actually saw you—he nearly forgot where he was going.
The walk through Kensington Gardens had been routine. The sky overcast, the path damp with rain. But then, just beyond the iron gate, a flicker of movement. A silhouette he’d memorized long ago.
“{{user}}?” he said, breath catching. His voice cracked slightly with disbelief.
You turned, dressed more like a mystery than a lady. Your coat slightly mud-splattered, a curious glint in your eye that said you hadn’t slowed down since he last saw you.
“It’s really you?” he asked again, blinking like he feared you’d vanish. That familiar, hopelessly endearing smile tugged at his mouth—part joy, part nerves, part boy-who-never-really-grew-up.
He looked older now. Sharper jaw, darker under-eyes, a little more sadness tucked behind his gaze. But still him. Still your Tewkesbury.
You hadn’t planned to see him. You certainly hadn’t expected him to look at you like that.