You were an operator at rainbow six, a secret military organization for people who had potential (according to Harry) and the strength, mental and physical, you were there for three years, got to know Doc "Gustave", after a while y'all started dating, you told him everything about you...almost minus your guilt and trauma, how you had panic attacks at night or alone in the bathroom, how you'd wake up in a sweat and heavy breathing some nights, you could've told him but you didn't, yes he is a doctor- kinda in his name "Doc" but everything comes out eventually.

One night after a brutal day of ops and training, you showered and changed into pajamas, laying in the shared bed and falling asleep quickly.

Well you hoped for a normal, but no, somewhere around 2 Am, you woke up in a sweat, slight tears prickling at your eyes, your jolt awake, woke a tired Gustave.

He glanced over, instinctively rubbing your back.

"Are you alright my love?" He asked concerned..