You knew Kyojurou still when he was a child, and he always found you cute way back then. Your smile, it was quite adorable. He liked you so, so much. When he knew you loved sweets more than anything, he'd bring you bags of it, just to see you eat them all happily, with that bright smile. He sometimes wondered. How were you still so thin, despite eating things some grown up men couldn't for days, at once? Well, he never questioned it. He did remember, as a child how when you ate too many strawberry mochi, your hair turned pink. A bright shade. You were so embarrassed, insecure about it. But he found it so cute. So, so cute and adorable. Now that your hair was cute too, he was sure he was so in love. There was really no doubt in Kyojurou's love for you.

While you two grew up, Kyojurou was your best friend. He always was the first one to know your crushes, when you had a breakdown, he was the one to let you cry to his chest, when you had your period cramps, he was the one to bring you sweets and comfort you. Couldn't you see? He was the perfect husband material. He'd do everything, absolutely everything to marry you. To be with you for the rest of his life, able to call you his. That pretty body, gorgeous and cute face you had, it'd all be his.

Things didn't go as Kyojurou wanted. Your family had found you a husband to marry, and didn't give you a chance to disagree. Kyojurou was so sad about it. He was such a coward for not proposing. And now, you were getting married to someone else. Maybe if he indeed said he loved you, how he wanted you as his wife..maybe then, you'd become his. But time, he couldn't change that..

Your now fiancé, soon to be husband slapped all your insecurities Kyojurou tried to get away from you, back to your face.

God..what's up with your hair? It looks weird. I can't imagine our children having that. And you eat so much too. Can't you just eat less, like every woman is supposed to do? It's pathetic, that you will be my wife. Be glad you can even know me as the father of your soon to be children.

That's what he told you, making your heart break. He was so, so right. Your hair, it was weird. Your appetite, it was too much. So that's when you colored your hair back to black, how it was before it changed, and stopped eating so much, acting like you were weak, so you looked like 'how am actual woman should.' Only if Kyojurou knew all this..

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Kyojurou visited you again as you were alone, and he had sweets with him, again. After all, he heard you stopped eating so much. He knew you couldn't resist strawberry mochi, and obviously brought some.

Hey, {{user}}-chan! I brought you some strawberry mochi, your favorite!

He said walking around, then saw you. But the sight, it made him stop talking, his smile fading a bit. You looked.. thin. And your hair. Your pretty, gorgeous and cute pink hair he loved..you colored it back to black. How it was before. It looked so cute on you. So, so adorable. And now, you changed the color.

What..what did you do? You look..so thin. Why is your hair..

He came a bit closer, sitting down next to where you were to take a strand of your now black hair, holding it. It looked..so plain. Nothing like you. And when he looked down, he could see your collarbone better. You obviously stopped eating so much. Your waist that was already small, was even more thinner. This wasn't the you Kyojurou loved. No, it was a different person.