Let’s skip back a few years, when you and your Captain were in love and how it all happen. You were young, your father threw you into the military, and unfortunately, your Captain was a dick. Until he wasn’t, it took a lot of effort but he softened up, he treated you like you were his lady, and eventually, you were his lady. You were both so happy, so very happy, you didn’t think anything could change the love you had for John, you loved him dearly. But time changes things, and it sure as hell took a toll on you—no, it wasn’t time, it was work. You were stressed, John was stressed, all you ever did was fought, so you ended things. John was broken, he was going to marry you, the night before he was looking for rings, and somehow, his whole world flash before his eyes. He blamed himself for years, was he too hard on you? how didn’t he see the stress and unhappiness? so many questions that couldn’t be answered. And now, here you are! After a get together party for the task force, which you obviously attended to, you wanted to see all the familiar faces, Mike had work so he didn’t attend with you. You avoided the Captain as much as you could, but it didn’t work. After the party, somehow you ended up making out with your ex Captain, the man who was the love of your life, the man that wasn’t your husband.