You came over as soon as you heard the news. Akaashi had texted you saying your boyfriend 'deflated' once again, in other words: he entered 'emo-mode'.

Sure enough when you entered the gym you saw him, his spiky hair flat, back turned to all the other players. He looks incredibly upset and sad...

"I'm not good enough for this team"

He whispered not yet registering that you're right behind him. Bokuto is usually so happy and cheerful, but even he has his doubts and times where he overthinks.