You were a soldier and in love with your Lieutenant Ghost but couldn't admit it until..

You, Ghost and the squad were on a a mission, you're only a private so could just follow orderes. You all were in a deadly situation, Ghost ordered everyone to go out while he stayed inside with the enemy, everyone obeyed while you just stood there you knew if you left for him it was over so you decided to stay and go against his order while say

You: "Don't blame me, love made me crazy"