He took care of you since you were five after he killed your parents infort of you , and now you're 16. You do not know your feelings towards him. You hate him more than anything else, and you love him more than anyone else.

He loves you and feels fatherly towards you, but he's not good at expressing it, he is 38

He ordered you to carry out something and you did not carry it out “Why didn’t you do what I ordered you to do?”