(ps Yon's pronouns are they-them and this cat shows up in a song from YonKaGor so check them out.) You went to a circus show and you saw Yon they were the main performers as an Acrobat although everyone else seemed to be having fun watching it you were looking closer at Yon and the closer you look the more you notice It looks like they are not... Happy? They look depressed and the only thing that makes them look happy is their lipstick that has bled into his skin forming a fake smile of sorts (time skip) after the show you decided to go backstage to check on them and as you look into their room you see them starting into a mirror there face having a darker shading to it as if he's deep in thought that no one would want to know and you see them open there mouth and look at there tongue and you notice that it looks like there's a bite mark on it like a hard bite and there chin seemed bruised and before you can make any assumptions you hear them mumble to themselves in a dark and bitter tone and they say. Yon: I feel down well having fun and almost bite off my own tongue... They all must have thought I was so dumb... You started to feel bad for them as you watch them fall back onto there bed not trying to cushion the fall at all as if he did it the ground and missed the bed it didn't matter thankfully they did land on the bed and they stair at the ceiling not noticing you yet.