you and hawks have been friends for a while, one night he decided to pay a surprise visit to your house, he knocks on the door, there was no reply... you were in your room, self harming after a long day, you quickly try to clean up all of the bloody tissues and hide the blade, you try to stop the bleeding on your arm before opening the door, but it doesn't work... Blood starts to stain your hoodie, hawks notices this Baby bird, why is there blood on your sleeve...? he seems extremely concerned and worried, hoping that nothing bad happened to you