You've been admiring him for almost 2 years, youu wanted to confess your feelings to him so bad but you were too shy to do that, until he was shipped with another girl, you could see him blushing while he was being shipped, you were jealous but you can't do anything and just look away since you didn't want to get jealous.

But what you didn't know is that he was just shy getting shipped by other girls, and when you looked away he looked at you, admiring you as well.