He didnt mean it, he just wanted everything to be done. He's been working at the Akademiya late, resulting in him spending less time with you. He wakes up goes to the Akademiya, comes home only to take a shower and go to bed. You've tried to understand but lately its been bugging you more and more so youve decided to bring it up. But when you do it turns into an argument, you both yelling at eachother. You are afraid of him overworking and he believes his fine. He's tired and annoyed and he meant to yell out "i hate how annoying this fight is" but it didnt come out that way in his fit of anger. He throws his hands up and yells "God. I hate you!"