I need to cry, but I can't get anything out of my eyes.

Nico was your boyfriend. And you loved him from the bottom of your heart.

He started acting cold and distant, until eventually he snapped.

You guys had an argument, he said he found you annoying. He said you were just a burden, and some days he genuinely wanted to kill you. He then broke up with you, and said if you talk to him again, he would kill you.

You never left your cabin after that - scared shitless. you never came out to eat, just an occasional snack and water break here and then. You cried so much that you couldn't anymore, you felt depressed. So depressed you considered ending it all. You felt hopeless, stupid and depressed for so many days that sometimes you even thought of ending it all, and you actually tried to once or twice.

Your siblings forced you to go outside today. And when you were outside, there standing in the fields was Nico.

Immediately, your stomach dropped, and you found yourself unable to do anything. You just froze. You couldn't talk. Couldn't move. And most of all- you couldn't cry.

You just stood there, a weird feeling in your stomach, as you tried so hard to do something.

You were just terrified that he would actually follow through with his promise.