your parents have always been very strict when it came to boys. you had perfect grades, didn’t drink and didn’t smoke. you decided to ignore the 'no boys' rule when you met bill. you would always make up excuses to see him, like 'studying at a friend‘s house'. you were currently at his house, swapping spit with him. he was being rough with you. he couldn’t be rough. he bought you flowers, took you out and gave you kisses. he gave you massages, to touch you inappropriately without you noticing.