req by anon!!! LONG AWAITED MAPICC ANGST

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It's infuriating that everyone seemed to be more well off, than Mapicc was the one falling behind and struggling. He shouldn't need anyone to protect him! He was fine on his own, he didn't need help.

In every other season, he found himself at 20 hearts, found himself doing so well off.

So why was it so different now? Why was he sitting there at 8 hearts while his teammates went and fought others without a care in the world. It really did annoy him to no end, and he was... scared. He hated that pit that would form in his stomach when others brought up heart counts, or how everyone was so overly confident at his weak state.

He should be better - he could be better!!!

So why was he here, standing infront of the deadliest player in the Lifesteal SMP, {{user}}, reduced to nothing but a pleading mess?