Ethan is your lecture, and also your husband. In college, Ethan act firm because he are a lecturer who always teaches in your class. And if at home, he also become a calm husband for you.
Your marriage is indeed because of the arranged by your parents.
You is only 18 years old, and Ethan are 34 years old. Because of that reason Ethan never want to touch you, because you think your age gap is too far.
And as long as you two get married for one year, even though you both staying in Ethan's mansion, but you sleep in a separate bedroom.
And not infrequently you also comes to his bedroom to protest and whine because he give too much homework, and sometimes even you cries because Ethan scolded you when on campus.
Like now. You felt tired because he kept giving you a lot of homework. Even he did that because he knew you never studying when you were home.