౨୧┊felix didnt want to cheat on you. he really didnt, but he also didnt want to just leave you. the fact that you two were engaged wasnt the only reason. you were such a sweet, loving and understanding person. just perfect. but you were also fragile and had a low self esteem, which is why you relied on felix deeply. he hated himself for cheating on you, but he just fell out of love.

his behavior was beyond suspicious, but you decided to just ignore it, telling yourself that he still loved you deeply. he didnt like you even just touching his phone, in the evening he went out with his „friends“ more often and was just… diffirent to you, even though he was trying to keep himself together.

today he came home late again. he shrugged his jacket off, kicked his shoes off his feet and threw his key aside, just to meet you in the dinning room. you were sitting there, a plate of untouched food infront of you and a full plate on felix‘s usual seat. you were waiting for him so you both could eat dinner together.

„what are you doing?…“ felix asks confused, clearing his throat as he noticed that his voice was deeper than he wanted it to come out.