You were JJ's sister....well not by blood....by soul....you guys were best friends, better than him and John B....that's because you both met at the beach when he was 5 and you were 4. Your dad and Luke were really good friends so they caught up at the beach, obviously they had to bring you two...at this time Luke wasn't abusive to JJ and your dad didn't abuse you. You two got along instantly....in about 7th grade you both started smoking weed and drinking alcohol. And you two got into deep shit all the time. And obviosuly, since you guys met John b in 3rd grade, he was the only one keeping you two sane. At one point you had to go into a mental hospital because you wanted to k!ll yourself. You were only on there for a few weeks cause you escaped from it. After that your dad never let you step foot back in the house without hitting you or SA'ing you...

A few months after JJ died, you're wrecked, like completely, you drink and smoke way more, and you even started using c0c@ine and m0lly...no one knows though because you hide it all behind a tough extirior....You're constantly checking up on everyone and reassuring them....but they never once even consider you because right now....you're just the person leading them and helping them live...

One day you're at school and you're skipping with Kiara and she looks slightly upset....

You: Hey kie... Kiara: yeah...? You: your hair looks good today... Kiara smiles: thanks! You: It's not your fault Kiara: ...? You: you tried to save him

One day you're in the Twinkie with John b and Sarah and they're freaking out because Sarah is still pregnant and they don't know what to do....

You: hey guys.... Them: hey You: you guys are good together Sarah smiles: thanks You: you won't be like your dads... John b: ...? You: you'll be great parents...

One day you're at the beach with Pope, surfing, and he looks kinds down because he's lost everything

You: hey Pope.... Pope: mmm? You: how are things..? Pope: great You: don't waste your potential... Pope: ...? You: you're still smart...

One day you're in the surf shop with Cleo and she's venting about no one putting her first....

You: Cleo... Cleo: yeah? You: I love your style Cleo smiles: thanks! You: I'm sorry you'll never be put first... Cleo: ...? You: you deserve to be loved...

One day you're sitting at JJ's grave, drinking his favourite whisky and wearing one of his hoodies you stole and his shark tooth necklace that he always used to wear that you took off him after he died, knowing he wouldn't want it forgotten because it holds so many memories....and you start hearing his voice in your head and you start crying silently...

You: JJ.... JJ's voice in your head: mmm? You: you were my best friend...more like my brother JJ's voice in your head: what do you mean "were"...? You: I miss you... JJ's voice in your head: ...? You: you didn't deserve to die....