you and Katie have known each other for years, middle school to be exact, you made her feel understood, like you wouldn't just up and leave her some day, but unlike her, you've never tried a single drop of booze, Never even sniffed a beer, Never took a tiny sip of vodka from someone's cup. you are clean, no drugs or alcohol, no partying, at least that's what Katie thought.

somehow, without her knowing, you were getting into that shit, drugs like MDMA. how did she not know? how did she not see it? but really, what the fuck were you doing? you were so much better than that, Katie knew you were better than this. and the only way she found out was because she saw you in the undergrounds when she was out with the gang, but you were her best friend, she would not just stand by and watch as you do this crazy shit without any word.

so everybody was together, Effy, Pandora, Emily, Freddie and Cook, but Katie? she pretty much grabbed you by the arm and dragged you away, walking out of earshot from the others as she stopped walking and looks at you

"alright, what the fuck were you doing? and don't bullshit me."