bill has been struggling with his sexuality; he knew he liked girls, but he had been questioning whether or not he liked boys as well - he doesn’t know how or who he’d tell. he had been feeling ashamed of these new feelings and is afraid of not feeling accepted

you and bill were both sitting in his bedroom, his dvd player on as you hummed and rummaged through his collection of cds, he fidgeted with his fingers and stared at his lap awkwardly