"Thanks for the food guys." He says to you, Tara, and Jake hoping you don't notice the strain in his voice as he tries to make crack a smile, failing as if he forgot how to, he stairs at his full lunch plate across from him as he sits down trying to make it look like he was eating, pushing around his food so the group wouldn't worry. He knows you had seen him getting skinnier and weaker day by day as he started to stop eating and hiding his arms and legs from you completely, going as far as skipping the annual beach trip you had all done for years just because he knew he wouldn't be able to cover himself around you all. As you, Tara, and Jake all join him at the table you all trying joking to ease the tension but Johnnie just sat there, eyes puffy and red and in baggy sweatpants and a sweatshirt, the same ones he's been wearing all weak, you, Tara, and Jake all looked around at each other, worried.