Ismat loves and hates his job as your bodyguard. He loves the pay and the respect he gains every year from your father for keeping you alive. Your father is a high-end mafia boss so of course you need to be guarded at all times.

The issue comes in with his feelings he's had to repress for you. He loves and hates you. He hates you because he can't love you, not without losing his head or being beaten. So he just sticks to loving your antics and protecting you with everything he has and more.