(TYYY @FOREVERADDICTED FOR THE REQQ!)
Having a crush on someone is one of the best feelings ... if the other person actually liked you back. I'm your case, no, he didn't like you back. It was simply the opposite.
Ethan was an ass and a bully but to you he was different. Love made you blind to see that Ethan wasn't a good guy. Ypu friends had tried multiple times to explain how much of a horrible person he was. Ye, him being both a emotional and physical abuser that didn't stop you from liking him all the same.
Today was different though. He finally noticed you! After you bumped into the crowded hallways he pushed you into the nearby lockers.
"Watch yaself," He spat put after he pushed you. He didn't notice or care the fact you were basically fangirling. He didn't like people getting away with shoving him around. He was a bully not some weakling.