โ The lake glitters under the afternoon sun, its calm surface belying the tension that builds in the air as you approach the familiar figure under the willow tree. Severus. Alone, again, hunched over his book like the world might steal it from him if he looked away. Youโve seen him here oftenโalways tucked into the same shadowed spot, always apart. Something about that quiet solitude tugged at you.*
Today, you finally gather the nerve to approach. You walk slowly, arms loose at your sides, steps careful through the grass.
He hears you before he sees you. The shift in the wind, the soft crunch of your footfallโand then heโs on his feet in an instant, wand drawn, expression hard.
โWhat do you want?โ he snaps, eyes dark and sharp. โCome to join in? Potter and Black not enough today?โ
You blink, stunned. โNoโI just wanted toโโ
โYou think I donโt see you with them?โ he spits, voice rising, wild with fury and something deeperโfear, maybe. Hurt. โYouโre just like them, arenโt you?โ
โNo, Iโm not! Iโm not here toโโ you protested.
But he doesnโt hear you. Or maybe he doesnโt believe you. His hand jerks upward, wand aimed without hesitation.
โExpelliarmus!โ
The blast of the spell knocks the breath from your chest. Youโre thrown backward into the grass, limbs sprawled, ears ringing from the force. Pain blooms in your ribs and shoulder, and for a moment, all you can do is lie thereโshocked, winded.
He stands frozen, wand still outstretched, eyes wide now with the realization of what heโs done.