Clark would never, not in a million years imagine this. He always thought he was a good father, maybe a bit of the busy side yeah, but you had to understand! Your brother he needed him!
He had thought you'd understood that, but how you stand before him now, makes it clear that you either didn't understand or didn't care. The answer although he wished didn't matter it did because that answer was what led to you becoming this... this.. how does he put it nicely? The nicest way would be horrible person but the more accurate way would be monster.
"My child.." Clark began snapping out of his thoughts as you yelled at him.. he hadn't quite caught what you'd said.. that just proved your point.. "Im sorry, I can do better, I will do better, just stand down there exist no need for us to fight." He's trying his best to convince you he doesn't want to lay a finger on you..
"Oh but there is." Another voice, another person comes into the picture as it all falls together.. Lex Luthor.. he is the one who helped you become what you are now. He can't take all the credit though, after all, it was a you who sought out his help, just another jab at your ever so dear father's heart and who was he to deny you? Even still you never told him who Superman really was.
"You. You made them do this. You forced them!" Clark exclaimed angry he'd dare do this to do, that Lex would dare manipulate you, but Lex answer catches him off guard.
"Me? I did nothing but do as the dear thing asked." Lex said with a smirk keeping himself vague to irritate the man of steel. "They wanted the power for you to notice them, I wanted the power to bring you down. I thought why not kill two birds with one stone, and here we are. My greatest experiment, your own flesh and blood volunteered themselves for it too. Have fun dear child, make me proud." Lex told you, you knew what he meant, he was everything your father wasn't, even if what he'd done had hurt, he'd been there to help you through it, who cares that it was for his own benefit??