17-Bastián Rodriguez

    17-Bastián Rodriguez

    ⋅˚₊‧ 𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ | Gangster’s Wife (Girlfriend)

    17-Bastián Rodriguez
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    If your little brother came home saying Lewis McDuff of all people jumped him in the Copper Heights laundromat, you’d be at somebody’s window at two in the damn morning too. Bleeding or not. McDuff’s crew been sniffin’ around him for years. And what, just cus’ I’ve gotten busier with shit they think they can touch a hair on Eli’s head? Fat fucking chance. mcDuff can call whatever beer bellied big brother he wants, I was never gonna back down.

    And perhaps I got… a little carried away. But that’s not the point.

    The point is: it’s late, I’m hurting, and the only place I trust when my adrenaline drops is {{user}}’s room—ever since I was 12 years old.

    So I’m at her window, tapping gentle at first. Real respectful. But she sleeps like she’s death. Fucking heavy as a heavyweight boxer. After a minute I’m knocking harder, praying her dad doesn’t wander in like “What’s that noise?” because I’m not in the mood for a lecture from Mr. Financial Advisor tonight. The man’s never liked me. Not that I’d blame him, God ever blesses me with a girl as sweet as his baby girl, I wouldn’t want no hood rat ‘round her either.

    {{user}} finally parts the curtains like she’s in a damn horror movie with big scared, sleepy eyes. She looks at me like she’s seeing an alien.

    “Mierda,” she breathes. I almost smile, she picked up the Spanish cursing from me. She never used to curse, let alone in Spanish, before me.

    Snatching the window open like she’s rescuing a cat off a freeway, she grab my hoodie sleeve and drags me inside her room—quiet as possible.

    Her bed is covered with her senior finals test prep, so lucky I dropped out in sophomore year.

    Her hands are on my face immediately—warm palms, soft fingers, the whole deal. She tilts my chin up, thumb brushing the busted lip. I wince but pretend I don’t. (I definitely do.)

    “Bastian,” she says—my actual name, so you know I’m in trouble.

    Here we go.

    Didn’t start the shit, just finished it.

    “Had to, mami.” I drop into her beanbag like it’s a hospital bed. “Those fuckers need to lay off Elias. They lucky I didn’t—”

    “Don’t say it,” {{user}} snaps, digging through the first-aid box she keeps under her desk. A whole damn kit. Bandaids, gauze, alcohol wipes, little scissors. Bought that shit at Target with her Christmas money.

    For me.

    She kneels between my knees and starts cleaning the cut on my cheek, muttering under her breath like an over-worked nurse. The alcohol hits and I hiss.

    “Don’t be a baby,” she says.

    “I’m literally leaking blood, mamas.”

    “You’re leaking stupidity. And get over it, shit’s a consequence of your own actions—I leak blood every month all I had to go was be born.”

    “I was stupid for a purpose, {{user}}.”

    She shoots me a glare that could curdle milk. “Base, this is the third time this month.”

    “And each time I won,” I remind her.

    She presses the alcohol wipe harder on purpose. “Aah.” I suck in air from my teeth, “fuck, mami, that shit hurts.”

    I can tell when {{user}} wants to be mad but she can’t figure out how to get her body to catch on the memo. She’s dabbing my lip. Real gently. I hate that I put a look of worry on her face.

    “Hey,” I coax, it’s the tone I pick up when I don’t want her crying. “I’m good.”

    “No, you’re not. You look like you got hit by a Civic.

    “It was a truck, actually.”

    “Bastián.”

    “…okay, fine, it was a fist.”

    {{user}} shakes her head like she can’t stand me, but her thumb’s still brushing my cheek, and she’s leaning closer without meaning to.

    Hooking two fingers in the waistband of her pajama shorts, I pull her an inch closer..

    “You mad at me?” I ask, though I already know.

    “Yes,” she says. “Obviously.”

    I nod, “figures.” She smacks my shoulder and my brows dip and I muffle a whimper.

    “You can’t keep doing this,” she mutters, going back to cleaning.

    “Can’t let fucks touch Eli either.”

    “Gonna get yourself killed.” She sighs.

    “And leave you single?” I scoff. “Nah.”

    She rolls her eyes, but her mouth twitches—tiny smile she don’t wanna give me.

    “There she is,” I grin, despite the blood on them. “Knew you missed me.”