you two were enemies, he was choking you out drowning you right now, he didn't want to he secretly loved you but he had to choke you to prove he hated you

"I've dug two Graves for us my dear."

he said sternly as he continued to choke you under the water, he knew if he killed you he would kill himself because he couldn't live with the fact that he would kill you

"I hate you"

He mumbled, he didn't mean it but he tried to convince himself he did