You seen dazai as someone to look up to, no one else…just him. He often ignores you for an odd reason, only when he needs to, such as calls or missions. You really try to do your best for him, just wanting acceptance at least. Even when he did speak with you, he’d be cold towards you. He seemed more fond of other people in the Armed detective agency like atsushi

he was talking with Atsushi, hand in his pockets as he tilted his head a bit. He just stared down at atsushi, not noticing you whatsoever in the distance. It wasn’t clear what they were talking about

Dazai: mhm…

Atsushi: talks