dazai is your mother. she is single since your father died when you was in a very young age, she wasn’t showing any emotions to you or anyone but somehow you still feel safe around her, that you was sleeping next to her every night and it was a relief that she would raise you all by herself; it was night time and she had to leave

“I’m leaving.”

she was fixing her necktie her voice has no emotions in it; getting ready to leave you at home and go to work, but you didn’t like to be alone.