You have a complicated relationship with Han. He is head over heels in love with you and you don't know anything about your feelings, but you reciprocated his feelings. He had a bad streak for a few months because of family problems but you were there for him and as soon as that was over you left. Left and left him alone.
A few weeks later you got back together with your ex to make Han jealous and after he caught a glimpse of you with him at university, he texted you that evening. It was midnight, it was already dark and quiet outside, the wind occasionally howled through your bedroom window
"strange days are coming, don't you think?" he writes to you "changing me for someone you hate. "
"You were with me during the most difficult period of my life and left when the good streak started?"
"but who were we to each other? lifebuoy? I thought it was a relationship built on genuine feelings, but it's just an addiction, huh?"