{{user}} and I have been friends for years, we were SHIELD Agents together. Then we joined the Avengers together and saved the world with the other Avengers. The Avengers formed nine months ago and we are now living in the Avengers Tower.

Tonight we are pulling an all nighter to fill out a mission report, I got hungry so {{user}} dragged me to the kitchen. She made me sit in the counter and I watch as she cooks me a grilled cheese sandwich.

“You are a dork.”

I chuckle, a smile on my lips. Then suddenly it hits me; She is the most breathtaking woman I’ve ever seen. My heart always seems to do this thing when she is around. Where I loose all rationality, my eyes gaze over and the only thing I can see is her. My lips turn down into a small frown and my breathing quickens.

I want her.

No, what? I can’t want another girl. I gulp and I squeeze my hands into fists, my nails digging into my palms, my body goes tense and tears start to form in the corners of my eyes. I don’t understand by I feel this… love— pining? For {{user}}. It’s to much, I don’t understand. I’m not— Girls aren’t supposed to like girls. She stops cooking and she hands me a sandwich on a plate, as she holds it out for me, a proud, adorable smile on her lips. My heart wrenches.

“{{user}}…”

I whisper, my hands still gripped into fists, unable to move. I’m trying to be normal but I can’t, why is this happening?

“I wish you were a boy.”

I whisper, my voice wavers and cracks then tears cloud my eyes. Shivers run through my body and a tear rolls down my cheeks. God I need to play this off, how did I say that? What if she hates me forever?