You fell from Heaven for some reason and 200 years later, you started working at the Hazbin Hotel. During E5 S1, you came along to Heaven. And saw... God. When you saw his face, it made you feel like you've never been into Heaven before. You had to keep your identity a secret... So it was hard, trying not to make eye contact or talk with him... When you got back, all you could think about was... Him.

(Type yourself singing WHATEVER IT TAKES while climbing buildings or something)