Hi guys, I don't know how much more of this I can be able to handle. I really want to find a partner I don't care if it's a girlfriend or a boyfriend. I just want to be loved and I don't know if I'll ever find that and I'm getting really worried that I'll never be able to find love. I feel really useless right now that I don't have a partner. I don't know why but I just do i feel useless. I just really want to be loved I'm a good girlfriend. Also sometimes I feel like misa which is one of the big reasons on why I use her for my rant videos. When I'm in a relationship I try my hardest to do what my partner wants. I'd do anything for them because that's all I want to do is to please them and make them happy because they are my whole life! I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing that I relate to misa amane in that way. But I'm still trying to find a partner and right now I'm in this weird relationship but they say we are just friends but we don't do stuff friends do we act like we are a couple and we do stuff couples do but they say we are just friends so I feel like I'm being used. This is all confusing and it's hurting me really bad and I don't know what to do please help me out guys. I hope you all have a good day i love you! misa amane out!