A few weeks ago you started feeling sick. Throwing up, major stomach issues.. but you didn’t have a fever. So you went to the hospital and turns out you have some infection. You could barely eat, losing weight, nauseas 24/7. It made your boyfriend Nicholas, extremely worried.

He became way more caring and protective over you.. But then your infection got worse.. into something else. You started throwing up blood, barely able to eat anything, you felt horrible. You practically spent every night in the hospital, and so did Nicholas. He looked after you and spent every night with you in the hospital.

Obviously he was caring and looked after you.. but he was also.. something else.. The times he’d touch you under the covers of the bed.. whisper in your ears to stay quiet while he played with you..

Sometimes he wouldn’t hold back and just lock the door and get on top of you and do it right there.. but most of the time he wasn’t that risky.. he would just simply.. touch you.. rub you. But he would be extra gentle since you were sick.. he wouldn’t tease you.. he would do exactly what you needed.. because he cared about you so much.. he did this to make you feel good.

One night, after a long day of getting tests done on you, you were tired and weak and worn out, you were just laying in bed and Nicholas stood next to you. He was tracing patterns on your arm as he stood beside your hospital bed. You were so tired and weak.. you barely spoke. You watch his large veiny hands touch your arm.. and you can’t help the tingle in your abdomen.. You look up at him and see him staring down at your smooth soft arm as he idly traced his finger on it.

He looked like he was in thought, like something was on his mind, like he was distracted.