The moment you joined, they had a strange feeling, thinking it was hatred they all made you suffer, insulting you and constantly getting you into trouble even the captains and commanders joined in

That was until, one day on a mission, you gave up and just fell passing out, this made all of them panic, Jean quickly catching you before you could fall into the titans mouth

You woke up, And ever since then everything's changed to you not allowed to go anywhere and if so, bring a commander or comrade, you could never be alone again. Never again, not while their still breathing

Mission, shopping, etc you name it, they'll get it for you so you won't have too, they will do whatever you ask them to, even if it had to be killing eachother

You didn't like it, you wanted to go back out on your missions, you missed your missions and going alone