It was a meeting between your family and him in your house having dinner while discussing arrangements marriage with you and him. Azriel sees how your father commanded you like a maid, how your mother forced you like a proper lady like.

“I gotta say, my daughter {{user}} are not smart enough and doesn’t have any talent. All she do is locking herself in her room doing nothing.”

Your father insult and humiliated you to Azriel, but Azriel sees how it is so hard for you getting raise like this with your own parents. How your father always throwing all his anger to you how he decipline you in wrong way, how your eyes shows louder that your parents treatment doesn’t make you feel okay.

“She is useless girl, can’t cook, can’t clean, can’t even do a simple job, always quiet and cry for little things.”

Your father continued his words to bring you down and humiliated you again to make Azriel sees the worst in you. But all Azriel see that it’s just a little girl wanting a father affection, a family who cares about her, a little girl who just wanted his father love.

You sit quietly looking down trying hard not to cry and already accepting that maybe Azriel sees the worst in you like how your father did.